Saturday, March 24, 2007
episode 12part 2
episode finale
A new problem came about...I received a yellow slip calling for my parents and Ms. Myrla and Ms. Annie wanna talk to them about my academic performance in Chem...the next day, my dad came and first talked with Ms. Myrla...she said that my final grade in Chem is 84...and my periodical result is 82%...which will disqualify me from the honor...then Ms. Annie came and discussed with my dad about my quizzes...I got a 0/20 in quiz 1 right?! [see previous episode]...and my other quizzes are passing but still low...so there...they have agreed that if I take a retest in quiz 1, my grade would reach 87 which is just right for an honor student...so I took the retest...my faith was tested here...I think I'm not gonna get perfect in this retest...is there a %Y that exceeds 100%?!...none right?!...and I got an impossible answer...
the next day...many peepz caught me crying so hard...I even cried in front of Ms. Galang and Ms. Rey...the only thing that left is to cry with blood in front of Sr. Guia...that's how hard I cried...but I was still hoping that I got perfect there...a miracle happened...Ms. Mhyn told me that I got perfect in the retest and my final average was still computed...
last Monday, Sr. Guia announced the Honor students...I got nervous and I cried again but Shayne and Patty's there...my Margaret family...and wow!!! What a miracle!!! Sr. Guia mentioned my name...I MADE IT TO THE HONOR!!!!...yes!!!
Yesterday was the recognition day...too glad that I made it to the honor...I would just like to thank everyone who was always there for me...Thank you iii-Elizabeth...your uncivilized attitudes has made me stronger...Thank you Nazario...I know it looks ironic to thank you...but even if you played with my heart, i still wanna thank you because I was challenged by it...studying with a broken heart was hard...but still...I survived and made it...Thanks to my friends...Ate Ai, Alvin, Kimmie, Denz and even Jayne...thank you in a way, you played a special part in my life...Thank you Ms. Annie...you were pressured in going to Australia but still...you gave me a chance to have the retest to make it...Thank you to my dear advisers...Ms. Mila, Ms. Celine and Ms. Mhyn....thanks for all your support...most especially thanks Ms. Mhyn...pinaglaban mo talaga ako para makapasok ako sa honor...thanks so much...together with Ms. Celine and Ms. Mila as well...Ms. Celine...thank you for fighting for me until the end...I wasn't able to make it when you were my adviser but look at me now...I made it...Thanks also to the rest of my teachers...in such a way, you have supported me...thanks so much...thanks also to my parents for their support...and of course, thanks to God Almighty...You never let me go in spite of my so many sins and in spite of my trials during the school year...Thanks to all of you
This isn't the end...this is just the beginning...so wish me luck in the next school year...
Joanne was here @ 11:49 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
episode 12final episode
part 1
So yeah!!! The real battle has come.
This time, I'm no longer battling with my classmates in Elizabeth who are almost not human beings. I'm no longer battling with those peepz there who keeps on treating me like I should not be respected. I'm no longer battling with Nazario who keeps on bugging my mind though we're apart and we treat each other like we're stangers to each other.
This is the real battle because I'm battling now with the Candidates for Honors. Oh yah! Do you know who they are?! Here goes:
Josette
Ais
Mia
Jai
DJ
Thea
Grace
April
Ysobel
Gosh!!!! do you think I can win in this battle of very nerdy peepz?! Whenever I'm with them I feel like I'm a flunker...their grades are so high I can't reach it...I know we're only 10 but I don't know...the tension's still there...Ms. Rey [vice principal] told us that just because we're candidates doesn't mean that we're honor students automatically and I got scared because of that...Dammit!!!!!!!! Can I still make it to the honor with those peepz?!?!?!
Okay stop the drama!!! We had our written and oral interview in English and Filipino as usual...and I hate it..I was told that my thoughts weren't organized...of course my co-candidates answered it just right...
Then of course...we had our early periodical tests...T_T...CAF & Chem's not that good...thank God I got perfect in Trigo...
I don't know...I'm just scared and afraid and everything now...what if I'm not included in the honor?!...what if I can't have a scholarship in college?!...it's my future we're talking about here...I wanna cry but I can't show everyone that I'm weak...I have to be strong...I can't do anything now but to wait for the announcement of the honor students...Lord please!!! I know you'll help me make it if it's Your will...may Your will be done...
Joanne was here @ 10:52 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
episode 112nd to the last episode
Time runs so fast. This is the 2nd to the last episode of Junior.
Report cards are given. I'm now only the Top 2 of the class. Well, it's because I've been absent for two weeks during the 3rd quarter due to German measles. So there. My grades went down a lot. Good thing my PE's 87. WHOO! I thought I couldn't make it to the honor anymore. Whew! I'll really do my best this time. But whoa! For the first time I'm flunking Chem...owwww!!! No!!! I can make it. I know I can make it. I'll just do my best. Ms. Jojo warned me in my quizzes because it's kinda low. I'll study more on Noli. Gawsh! I have to be serious now with my studies. Just 2 weeks to go and my suffering is over. For now, I'll do my best in my studies.
My relationship with my friends are going steady...nothing to worry...
A miracle just happened. Nazario apologized to me. Would you believe that?! I received a message from him in Friendster. Here's what he said:
"Alam ko na may nagawa kong mali sayo sana matapatad [sic] mo ko at sana friends ulit tyo again sorry tlaga hope well be friends eh! PEACE NA PU! (^_^) kaw bahala kung ayaw mo ko patawarin..."
The following day, he was planning to talk to me. [skip]...I did forgive him already...Like I said in the previous episode, I've finally moved on. I don't really care about him anymore...and past is past. Forgive and forget right?! But if you're wondering why we still don't talk, it's because of study matters. I won't explain further because it's violating my 2 important resolutions [no boys allowed & concentrate only with yourself]...so there. One thing's for sure. He's one of the peepz whom I'm gonna help with the periodical tests...
By the way, in the middle of the episode I met a cute guy in the youth talk in Mary Help [considered as GK so I attended]. Here's what happened. I'm with Ate Ai, Abbie, Jayne, Alexis & Jean. Here's our sitting arrangement from left to right: Jean-Alexis-Ate Ai-Abbie-Jayne-me. But there's still a vacant seat beside me. Not so long, there's this certain guy who sat beside me. He was kinda cute so they [Jean, Alexis, Ate Ai, Abbie & Jayne] teased me. He resembles Kuya Paco so I'm kinda interested to meet him. Unfortunately, he doesn't even know my name. But I hope I can meet him again. I'm kinda interested and I don't know why. But this is not yet the right time. No boys allowed right?!
We're only 10 candidates for honors. So I hope I can make it. Our periodical test is a week from now. Hope I can make it. Go Joanne!!!!!
Witness the final episode of Junior okay?!
Joanne was here @ 11:09 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
episode 103rd to the last episode
Grades are kinda fine. Actually it's almost not fine. We had our periodical tests last Jan 15-19. Ms. Mhyn's so good she still gave Ate Ai and I a special quiz even peroidical tests are over. My special quiz in Health was fine but when it comes to the total quizzes...GOSH!! The equivalent's only a line of 8. Good thing my periodical test there is high. In Health, the percentage of periodical test is higher than the percentage of quizzes. My periodical test in CAF is fine too. Music...SH*T!! Why does Ms. D have to force us to watch it...you know...the MMG play?! DA HELL!!! I don't wanna watch it because it brought so many misfortunes in my life already. My Chem grade is fine I think. Awww!! But I'm starting to hate Ms. Annie. Just because I wasn't able to put the Chemical Equation in the quiz, she gave me a 0/20 already. But my answers are correct. GRRRRRRRR!!!! But okay!!! I'll just make the remaining quizzes perfect. ARGh!!! But good thing I got a +5 in periodical test this quarter for winning third place in power of the minds, together with a Freshman, Sophomore and Eloisa...the smartest person among the seniors I think. [My mom doesn't know it yet.Haha!] WHOA!!! Trigo!!! I got perfect in the periodical test again!!! YAAAAY!!!!! At least nakabawi ako sa recitation q..haha!!! But Trigo lessons today are kinda hard because problem solving is involved already which is my weakness in Math. GAH!!! It's okay!!! I can do this. CL/V's fine too, going steady...Parish involvement is fun!!!hehe! Grammar...GOsH!!! my grade here went down a lot..now I'm only a Top 4 there...=(...Computer's going steady I think..I wish my Arts would be fine!!!...but this quarter is a blast!!!...We have a group work to perform the 80's. TLE's going steady...AP I hope is steady but I know it will be a lower grade...Speech I hope is still fine...to my groupmates in Speech, let's do it!!! Haha!! But my Lit...I'm grateful for Ms. Francis...my grade should be just 84 really but she gave me another chance and gave me an extra work instead...But my PE...all failed...PLEASE!!!!!!!! I want to continue my being candidate for honor...
I'm invited to run for the SAGe...Phillip's party is still incomplete...I'm gonna take chances...I'll run...hope I can see Phillip soon...
My friends...Ate Ai came back already!!! YEY!!!! but her grades kinda delicate...but I'm gonna help her...She won't be a repeater 'coz we'll be future classmates again in college..Jayne is officially not my friend...yup!! you read it right..who would want a friend who keeps on betraying you all over again?! No one right?! My relationship with Alexis is fine..kinda wacky but fine..I had to help Kimmie with her relationship with Francis since it kinda resembles with my relationship with Nazario...you know...when spark was still between the two of us...What the hell is Francis doing to Kimmie?!...maybe he forgets that he still has a girlfriend!!...Boys sucks really eh!!! Good thing I was able to help Kimmie...if not, she'll be just like me after Nazario ignored me...
Oh yah!!! I almost forgot to post here about my relationship with Nazario...I've finally moved on really!...here's what happened...[from January 19 post in my xanga]
"i'm hating Nazario more and more each day unlike the ones last year 'coz I know now how he hates me very much...so much that I wanna slap him on his face, literally...but this morning...an extraordinary thing happened...well...today's teacher's day and final exam on trigo...we had this little program for ms. mhyn since it's teacher's day...while the program's going on, ms. mhyn told us her wish...she wished that no one in Elizabeth hate each other...in tagalog, sana daw walang magkagalit sa elizabeth...ouch! tinamaan ako dun...actually, nagtitimpi lang ako nun...does nazario feel it too?...maybe not...gah!!! yun pa manheeeed!!!...one of us said silven and gelo which is true...medyo magkagalit sila...then PK suddenly talked to ms mhyn...he said "serious merong magkagalit dito"...then ms mhyn asked who...then PK said "si gumba [nazario] at si joanne"...then I was shocked...i thought he was pointing at silven and gelo...i remained silent...then ms mhyn was like talking to nazario why we hate each other...then nazario was just like saying "wala yun! wala yun!"...then the whole elizabeth was like forcing us na magkabati na kami...then nazario stood up...went to me and offered a handshake...what can i do? edi nakipag-handshake na rin ako sa kanya...pero that doesn't mean that i don't hate him anymore..."
that's what happened...but we still don't talk until now...oh yah!!! Kailangan bang magpansinan?! Like I said, I've moved on...I don't care about Nazario anymore...I just don't mind him...that's it...but I admit it...* **** **** ***...guess the word!!! HAHA!!! Alvin told me he's not mad at me...he's just otistic daw...He also told me that he still cares a little for me...I don't mind anymore...that's the reason why I fell for him so I won't listen to Alvin's lies anymore...GAH!! sorry Alvin!!! But I learned my lesson...I'm sorry also to Ate Ai...she wants Nazario and I to go back to our sparkling relationship...actually, a part of me wants Nazario to be my friend again...just a friend...but Nazario's the one who don't wanna be my friend again...Wish I can read his mind...but I can't...I'll just concentrate on my friends and career without him...
Oh well!!! 56 days to go before summer!!!! YAHOOOO!!!! Junior's about to end!!!! What would be the ending?!....hmmmm?!
Joanne was here @ 7:37 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
episode 9I had this crazy idea of sending a little message to Nazario on friendster..as in so super crazy. You know what happened in the previous episode right? He's one of the peepz who texted me during the debut of Ate Ai. So there, my message is very long really but overall, I just told him to fix his attitude. He wants to be a priest but his attitude is worse than a devil [yup you read it right]. Well, I didn't regret sending him that kind of message because it was my way of snapping him off his @#!$%^&(*) ways..even if I told him the 'f' word I still didn't regret it..if I know that it's for his own good then I won't regret anything.
Nov. 27...happy birthday Daqui!!!...
I feel sick since reddish spots spread all over my skin but I still managed to go to school. Only Ms. Jojo caught me super reddish already so she sent me to the clinic and obviously, I was sent home and had a check-up..I had German measles [gosh!]..I just need to rest and drink lots [as in lots] of water..oh yah!!! I had to rest for 10 days which means I have to be absent for two weeks
when we went home, I found out that Nazario replied to my message and he said he was shocked at what I said because I wasn't like that before. He also said that I don't have the right to judge him...ok fine!!!...I replied sorry...but deep inside I didn't regret anything except for the f word...
Nov. 28...get well soon to me...
I replied to his message and I said sorry...
Dec 7-8...i'm back to school...
gosh!!!! so many quizzes that I missed...sure do hope I can still catch up with the lessons...the whole high school peepz are very busy practicing for the musicfest...GOSH!!! section Jerome wants to ruin our section?!...GAH!! honestly, I don't care...all of you know that I hate my section so why should I care?!...Ms. D has favoritism anyway so it doesn't matter if Jerome peepz gonna bust us and everything...
Dec 9-10...another mystery revealed [O.o]
Oh yah!!! today's the musicfest...I wasn't able to come because I just don't feel like coming...I don't like to support our section honestly...so anyway...when I logged in to Friendster [in Fab 5's account], I saw Nazario's blog...he has a new post...he was like desperate coz the one he loves in Caloocan now has a boyfriend...I don't know why I felt like crying that time...at first, I didn't believe...but the following day, I saw his previous posts in his blog...one post was at June 8 i think...before the first day of school [note: Nazario and I were not yet close before we became classmates this school year]...I read there his memories of Caloocan...and yes it is officially proven that he loves somebody else in Caloocan...
Alvin even told me the girl's name and I didn't even asked him...her name was Kristel...so that's the girl that Nazario was referring to when we had the retreat...so anyway, what is done is done...no boys allowed and concentrate only with yourself...one time I saw Kristel's profile and WHOA! i'm so shocked when I saw that her testimonials was flooded by Nazario...I also saw her pic...HAH!!!! she may be prettier but I'm SEXIER!!!! hahahahahahahaha!!!! just kiddin'...
There are more things that I would like to share about my relationship to Nazario but I'm just too lazy to post it...
More events...we just had our part 1 peroidical test in Chemistry under Ms. Annie's lessons...well, not that bad...I got perfect...yaaaay!!!!...Christmas party in school was a waste of time for me...I was craving for the Christmas vacation...
Merry Christmas and a Happy New year to all!!!!!!!
Joanne was here @ 7:13 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
episode 8Nov. 1-5...life without school is much better...just like summer...no study pressure, no peer pressure, no Felipe, Monique, DJ and Nazario to ruin my day and definitely problem free...In fact, I almost forgot Nazario and moments with him...I get to communicate with Fab 5 again...But it's just a sembreak...it's not yet summer...
Nov. 6...back to school...welcome back study pressure, peer pressure, Felipe, Monique, DJ, Nazario...*sigh*...start of 3rd quarter...new seat plan...goodbye Daqui!...hello Kimmie and Alexis!!!...Kimmie sits in front of me...Ate Ai sits at my back...nothing really...Jayne still seats far away from me...Some of us (including me) received already an invitation for Ate Ai's debut...I'm one of the 18 wishes...*gawd*...suddenly I don't feel like going to her debut anymore...Is Nazario gonna come? Hope not!...
Nov. 9...ARGH!!!! I hate TLE class this quarter...our new teacher is Ms. Wendy...but I never thought that she's gonna teach lessons like Love & Dating?!?! WTH!!!!!!
Nov. 10...Hmph! Nazario's going to Ate Ai's debut too...Alvin told me he's going to come...so I said that I may not come anymore...would you imagine what Nazario even said...
Alvin: oi!! Pupunta daw si Joanne kung hindi ka pupunta
Nazario: PUPUNTA AKO B*TCH!!!
Is he gonna kill me or what?! I had second thoughts of not going anymore...But okay I'm gonna come!...it's for Ate Ai anyway...not for Nazario nor for me...
Nov. 11...Ate Ai's debut...A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME...it started when Alvin started to text me during the debut...until he started to text me something like these (i doubted if Alvin is still the one whe texted me like these):
"Gumba, Gumba!!!!" (I replied...'grrrrrrrrr!!!!')
"WAAA! Joanne panget!!!!" (I replied...'LOOK ON THE MIRROR FIRST!!!!')
"Ah kaya pala ang panget ng nkkta ko sa salamin kasi ikaw yung nkkta ko!!!" (I got mad already at this and I wanted to go home already)
"Sorry! I was just telling the truth!" (ARGH!!!! WHAT THE F***!!!!)
Before I went home, I saw Alvin and Nazario...I should have slapped them on the face...But I don't have time for that...Besides, it's against my resolution concentrate only with myself and somewhat connected to 'no boys allowed'...And besides, there's no such thing as an ugly person...if there is, maybe that person's just messed up...
Nov 13...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE AI!!!!...I told my friends what those guys have done to me...Daqui wanted to help me by texting them with so vulgar words...well, I kinda agree anyway because they deserve it...Alvin told me already who texted those things to me...I knew it's not him...here's the people who texted me such things...
Miguel: "Gumba, Gumba!!!!"
Akeem: "WAAA! Joanne panget!!!!"
Akeem: "Ah kaya pala ang panget ng nkkta ko sa salamin kasi ikaw yung nkkta ko!!!"
Francis/Nazario: "Sorry! I was just telling the truth!"
I really want to agree with Daqui...
Bwict kayong mga lalake kayo!!!!!! Ano bang ginawa ko?!...Wala naman diba?! Kung meron man, matagal ko nang tinigil yun...Pero di bale...hahayaan ko na lang ang karma ang magparusa sa inyo...goodluck na lang!
Alvin even told me that Nazario want me to cry...well sorry Nazario! I can't do that...I obey the resolution 'no crying in public'...I'll make you cry first before me...
UHHHH!!!!! Okay!!! Enough! Concentrate only with yourself...
Nov. 16...Ate Ai left for Japan...oh well! She'll be back soon...Ms. Mhyn chose me to represent Elizabeth for Battle of the Brains...well, I just won 3rd place 'coz I didn't study...oh well! Congratz to Grace (Jerome) for winning!...Gela represented Thomas...nothing really!
Nov. 18...Argh! My hand got hit by a boiling water!
Nov. 20-23...WAAAH!!!!!! I tend to sleep even though I haven't done with any assignment yet....ARGH!!!! What's happening to me?!?!?!?...I hate myself for being too lazy!!!!!!!WAH!!!! Please God change this attitude of mine!!!!!!! Happy Birthday Me-an!
Argh!! PE class sucks!!!!!! I failed in 2 practical tests already!!!! No!!! Don't give up!!! Practice more and you'll succeed!!!
Nov. 24...I'm so happy!!!!! Monique and Nazario's absent...Alvin told me that Nazario's in San Carlos Seminary...But am I really happy?!...I admit it...It's a mixed emotion...Happy because somehow he doesn't ruin my day...Sad because he's really going to be a priest (WTH!)...It's my heart that's speaking right now...In spite of the bad things that he has done to me?! Why do I still feel sad?!...I should be happy right?! Now that he's going to be a priest someday...he's finally out of my life...Somehow I'm disappointed at him...don't he feel embarassed?! He wants to be a priest but what he's doing to me is worse than a devil would do...he sucks!...I'm hating myself for falling in-love with him...I just want him out of my life...........
Now I'm here...left with worries and anxiety...I'm facing very terrible trials right now...I just want it out...I want summer back again!!!!! =(
Joanne was here @ 10:22 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
episode 7I was afraid this time would come...facing my consequences for violating two resolutions...no boys allowed & no singing in public...
one of my resolutions is no boys allowed...the most important resolution...and i violated it...why did I have to let Nazario enter my life?!...I admit it...I regret it...I knew what I did was right when I snobbed him during CL/V class[see episode 4]...we were taking notes that time...I went near him 'coz I couldn't see the acetate from my seat...and suddenly he gave me compliments...remember? Freshman Idol?...ang ganda daw ng suot ko nun...ang galing ko daw kasi magaling na akong kumanta, matalino pa...tapos idol na daw nya ako...something like that...I want to entertain him but i remembered my resolution so instead I snobbed him...then he said sorry 'coz he was wacky...and I told him to just keep quiet 'coz we should be copying...but then I was killed by my conscience for snobbing him...so I promised not to snob him again...but then I remembered his compliments...I was flattered but I shouldn't be...only to find out that I'm falling for him and let him enter my life...we became so close to each other...then suddenly he started ignoring me...I hated myself for letting things happen...now I'm longing for him...only to receive a dreadful message from him...he told me that he loves somebody else...and my grades went down a lot because I keep on thinking about him...now this is the consequence that I'm facing...Nazario, just in case you're reading this...there's just one thing that you should know...know your real vocation...if you don't like a girl then don't let her like you...or if you want to be a priest then don't look at girls okay?!...i know you have a very high pride but you should know that...
another resolution that I violated...no singing in public...I accidentally joined the singing contest...now the consequence is...I lost the contest...I didn't even reached 3rd place...no regrets really but it hurts you know...
Elizabeth peepz got better compared to the previous episode...Felipe no longer bugs me that much...he still do but not that offending...Monique also...well...I don't really care if she backfights me or what...I'll just get even if she gets worse again...DJ...be a gentleman more...hm...even Daqui's irritated at him...Jayne...I admit it...She's starting to get to my nerves...she just don't know how I feel because she has never been in love...can't believe my own friend could do this to me...basta...kontrabida xa sa lovelife ko...lalo na kay Puppyluv...i hated it when she stopped me for looking for Puppyluv again when he came back [look below]
I just got close to Ate Ai these days...It's her debut already on Nov. 11...of course I'm invited...all I can say is she's nice to be with...same with Daqui...though she likes a belt for her birthday...hm...I'll just make a bracelet for her...it looks like a belt anyway...hehe...same also with Alexis and Kimmie...
Bout my studies...well...it's not that good I admit it...i flunked 2 quizzes in Chem...1 quiz in CAF and 1 quiz in Geom...AP's fine since I'm usually the highest in the class...like I said I'm facing the most terrible consequence right now that's affecting my grades...good thing the candle I made was just in time for checking...so sad...I might be dropped from the Candidates for honors...NO!!! keep believing!!!! I know I can still make it...I promise I won't let any boy come into my life again...
ooh!!!! someone came back...someone very special in my life...hmm...no one can really take his place...sorry Nazario!!!!...I'm totally over you...and I can't wait for summer to forget you completely...I admit it...I thought you were the one who can take his place because I thought you're just like him...but I'm completely wrong...in fact, you're the weirdest person that I ever met in my entire life...i don't bother bothering you anymore...and don't even think that I like you that much...don't talk to me and don't come back into my life again!!!!!!...who's that person?!?!?...DUH!!! It's Puppyluv...when I saw him, he knocked me off my feet...that's last Friday...the last day of exams...I went down from second floor for assembly then suddenly while I was walking [the middle part]...the Agatha peepz was like saying "Hi Sir!!!"...I was wondering...Sir who?...then I saw him...and said 'hi!' he came back!!!!...I don't care what people were saying about me...I just liked that moment even if he didn't talk to me that much...we were taking the exams already...the he passed by our classroom...good thing I'm near the window...he went near the window next to me...then said 'hi' again...thanks Puppyluv...even if I can't have you anymore...you mend my broken heart...now I can face the world again...no more the consequences...I'm totally me again...thank you Puppyluv!!!!!
Joanne was here @ 2:16 PM
